Monday, December 20, 2010

Nuts and Bolts

Do these two sentences below sum it up for me?  Best I can do so far.  I wrote them for a description of what turns me on in my profile on the best Hotwife forum out there-  I have since re-checked these to see if they need changing or if I could rewrite them to get it more accurate.

"Being shown by an Alpha male how my hotwife responds to cock instinctively and have him show off how he can make her respond while giving the camera a good view of the full length of his cock going all the way in and then all the way out.  Watching her do things out of lust and desire that she doesn't do with me or does but only to make me happy."

Nope, I think the real excitement for me is still in those two sentences.   I have changed them around a little but always end up back where I started.  Now that I have settled on them, it is time to write more details.  So here are some thoughts that go into those two lines.

About the Alpha male and his strengths -right off the bat, I got a strange one for you - I have a real problem with her being pleasured by a guy with the same sized cock as me, or worse yet, smaller.  I get a little jealous and I would not be upset at all if she didn't want to get back with a guy like that for round 2.  In fact, the opposite is true, I would be even more pushed out of shape if she really liked him and wanted to get back with him.  UGGGG!!  But I have no trouble at all with a guy with an 8-9" cock that takes her places I never could.  Where she screams so loud I don't even recognize her.

Does that make sense?  Can anyone relate?  Think of it this way:  You see, I am very much a realist and this realism is what turns me on the most when it comes to her needs of pleasure.  Just like I know I can walk into a gym with a guy and he shows me that he can lift more weight than me.  I will respectfully give him a nod.  No problem at all.  There will always be a guy that can lift more weight than me or for that matter, can lift more than any guy.  It’s just being real.  So in the same way, simply, there will always be a guy that will fuck her better than I can, make her feel better, give her a harder and more intense orgasm, take control of her sexually in a way that I can't, and on and on and on.  This totally fits with my logical brain. I can totally get off on her needing to fuck a total stud.  Like she needs it.  Like she can’t live without it.  I like to witness that. Emotionally, sure, it sits sideways in my head.

But, and it’s a big one, that’s why it turns me on.  Of course as any normal man would see it, emotionally, he wants his woman to only want him.  To get everything she needs from him. To never need to look outside of their relationship because he is all she will ever want.  Now, that is not reality.  Most men would love it to be the truth, but it’s a fairy tale.  Sure, she likes you, hell; you may even be the best she has ever had.  But that's only because she has not experienced better.  Sorry to knock all you guys out there that think you are totally the shit when it comes to making love to your women.  You are better in different ways for her.  But don't think for a moment that if the right guy got a hold of her in the right environment, that she is not going to forget who the fuck you are somewhere in between orgasm 17 and 22.  Oh, you didn't know she was multi-orgasmic capable?  HAHAHAHAHAH! ooops, sorry, got a little carried away, that was rude.  (hahahahahaha!)

So while it may seem like I am not the normal one, I would present it a little different.  I would say most guys are not being honest with the reality of the situation.  And if you ever witnessed the reality of the situation, you would see some very interesting things.  Your wife would still come back to you, still think you are the ‘bomb’, still want to live with you forever.  But her night ‘out’ with a total stud would definitely be a night she won’t forget anytime soon. What was your name again? HA!  She will remember it once she blushes a little when she realizes she forgot who you are and that you were even in the room.  But that doesn’t mean she loves you less.Yes, he is hitting places inside her that you cant physically hit, but its also the high of fucking this stallion AND him hitting places in her that she has never felt full before.

Now, if a guy with an average or small cock were to please her greatly, that is not something that turns me on. Generally. I say generally as I have witnessed her with a guy that was average size, but due to how he ‘handled’ her, I was extremely turned on.  But generally, no.  You see, I can easily process a guy with a big cock taking her places that I cannot.  I attribute it to his physical prowess, attributes, and his years of experience doing what he does best.  But if an average guy drives her wild, then what the fuck? What makes him so special over me?  I have much trouble trying to process that in my head.  Ya, I am messed up, but everyone is entitled to their quirks, right?  I know what turns me on and what doesn’t. My kinks are mine thank you very much.

Does anyone else want to see their sexual firecracker of a wife come up to them and give them a nice kiss on the lips and say ‘I love you so much, but right now I really need this..’?  Then walk over to a good looking, off duty marine, slightly muscle bound, dominant, and with a 3 inch wide cock that is 8-9” long and then take his cock in her hand like it was a fucking gold bar and gently stroke it while he pulls her hair back firmly and plants a kiss on her that makes her legs quiver noticeably.  She becomes so overwhelmed by the kiss and the slight pain of her hair being pulled as she willingly submits, that she stops stroking for a second until she catches her breath again and starts stroking his cock with more vigor like she has never seen such a tool...... She just forgot your name......

You should sit back and watch now.  Before long you will see things that will make your cock rock hard.  That is your wife right there.  See her move in ways you have never seen before.  See her react to his touch, his kiss, his desires.  See her wish to please him.  Ever see your wife ache for an alpha male to claim her?  She knows she is so close to actually getting what she wants that she forgets you are even there.  She attempts to speed things up in effort to get that cock in her, but he slows her down.  She aches..  So close...  She cant help it.  She is seconds away from losing control and letting go that you should just watch it happen.  Its going to be the hottest thing you have ever seen.

Sunday, December 12, 2010

Whispers and the rare and powerful Bubble

First, the ‘Bubble’.  My self-created definition: An enclosed environment between an alpha male and his chosen mate.  It is created by the predator alpha male for the purpose of taking control of the woman during love making.  This control is to engage the ultimate sex organ of the woman, the mind, and to then allow the alpha male to bring the woman to ultimate states of pleasure that are not possible without engaging her mind.  This bubble is initially created by communication and usually in the form of whispers from the alpha being very close to the willing woman’s ear. Once the initial stage has been played out to some extent, many more methods of creating a stronger bubble are brought to use. Depending on the skill of the alpha male and his desires for her, the bubble becomes very strong and very powerful.  It then becomes source of where all great sex will begin for the couple.  It will end with the woman being taken to places that only the alpha male can take her by being inside this bubble.

The effects on the woman:
Once a strong bubble is developed, the woman will crave the return of the connection between the two lovers as it is new high for her.  She will desire to become very submissive in hopes of engaging the desires of the alpha male in her attempt to get into the bubble again.  Only from here she can easily let go and guide him to her own desires during love making.  At the same time, anticipation of wondering where he will take her this time around is driving her absolutely wild.  This will become the best sex she has ever known.  She will continue to give control to the alpha male as her desires become overwhelming to experience more and more and she feels safe in doing so.  This letting go and her comfort with him is intoxicating to her.  Eventually, this bubble is what she realizes she has been missing with all her previous love encounters that did not bother to take advantage of engaging her mind.

The effects on the man:
He will love the effect he has on her and crave to continue to engage the bubble to not only enjoy some fantastic sex, but by bringing her to euphoria for long periods of time will reinforce his alpha male nature.  He will crave this positive reinforcement as it also guides him on where to take her next.  He is very interested in taking her to higher places and experiencing his chosen woman as she is taken there.

The thoughts of a husband that has witnessed the bubble being taken advantage of….

Never saw it coming.  Yet it is becoming the hottest thing I have ever encountered.  Maybe its not rare for some.  But up till now, I have only seen glimpses of it and never full blown.  What I did witness had only lasted for a few seconds or maybe a few minutes if the guy was really good.  But it was never fully taken advantage of by either her or him.

 I thought I had prepared myself well enough for the first time my hotwife ever got with another man.  Honestly, I was not comfortable with many aspects of her actually being with another man before the first time.  But I thought out each item I was not comfortable with.  I really thought about them carefully.  In fact, the list was pretty long.  I went over each one in my head, carefully managing it and seeing how I reacted.  I found that they all ended up turning me on.  Some fantastically more than others. 

But I missed a few; at least three is all I know of so far up until now. There may be more and I am very much looking forward to learning of them in the future. 
The three issues are clear and separate, very independent of each other as stages, but powerfully tied to each other as so many signals are sent both verbally and non verbally during these stages.  The desires of both are shared and acted on through the growing of these, depending of course of the chemistry between the two.  My hotwife talking to another man in a sexual way was one issue.  Whispers between them that I cannot hear.  And finally, the creation of a very powerful bubble.

She talks to men all the time.  At the store, at the bank, at a restaurant, to a guy on the phone to resolve a billing issue.  You have no idea that this is an issue until the very first time you hear her ever so slightly change her voice when talking to a man for the purpose of helping her chances to fuck him.  That’s the ground floor reason.  It’s all harmless on the surface.  No one else other than me would even recognize the change in her.  Maybe her mom, her sister, or a very close friend would think it’s odd, but that is about as far as they would take it.  But I recognize it immediately and it’s hardcore.  Because this is how she talks to me.  I very well know its purpose.  So, when I hear her talk to another man this way, it drives me wild.  Instant jealously becomes instant turn on for her to continue so I can witness her letting go and chasing her instincts.  I love to see that happen, it’s my fav. Lol.

Once the whispers start, I hit a new plateau because now I realize many things.  That he is a candidate for her to reach high places because he wishes to engage her mind.  Let’s be honest, she is not going to hit those highs without being completely involved with this man on all levels.  But the big turn on for me when they start to communicate at this level, is that the bubble is starting.  I crave to witness this and to silently watch where it goes.  I need to see her let go and this environment will be the best chance I get to see this. 

The bubble is uniquely theirs.  I have a bubble between her and I.  It is very powerful, the most powerful she can obtain due to one thing.  She loves me and I love her.  We share things between us that are at a different level than any other of her lovers can get to.  Maybe not even higher, just different.  It is a room that they cannot enter, nor do they want to.  It’s our very private bubble and we share things between us that only we know of and share. This bubble is still growing between us and always will.  It also has no bearing on any other bubble now or one that is created in the future.

But between her lovers and her, just the same, the bubble they create and play in is 100% theirs.  This turns me on big time.  To know they will share things between them that stays between them.  I know at this point that she is letting go.  Once she is so comfortable with him and she gives herself over to him, I get to witness what turns me on the most.  I guess it turns me on because I see her in the ‘wild’.  I see her as if I had come across the two of them out in the jungle, lol, or at least had a hidden camera in the room with them. I love the thought that they share things between them that only the two of them know about.  That what they have is unique to them.  It’s not a show for me for what I want to see at that point at all. This bubble confirms this.  It’s what the desires become and grow into between the two of them.

I love these secrets they might create between them because I know they are born out of her natural desires and his needs to claim her as he just naturally needs to.  Oh my, do I crave to see this play out.  I just want to create this environment where they can develop this between them.  Where they feel comfortable enough.  Where they create a strong bubble, she releases to him, and he instinctively takes what he desires.  I need to see this.  I don’t want to influence this bubble between them at all, it’s theirs.  I want them to have all the freedom between them that they are capable between them, just as if they discovered each other in the wild.  If I could see this, it would drive me crazy.

There might even be something that I am not comfortable with.  I will have to go slow and rethink things as they happen, I always do.  But it always turns me on.  I am always coming up with the next ‘high’ and what she does to me.  I have a feeling that it will become an unbelievable turn on for me, just like all the others did.  But this will be at a new level.  I am so fucking hard thinking of the possibilities…..

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Goddess Superhero, her secret mission discovered

Something about that ass.  Sliding my cock between her ass cheeks last night made me realize how much my hotwife really does have me.  Once I pulled down her panties to the bottom of her cheeks, I could then see how the black light made her tan line glow like out of some erotic science fiction movie.  I even feel like this has to be make believe, surely it can't be real.  I had so much pre-cum that I could only think of getting my cock between her ass cheeks and up against her most private place.  After looking down on many occasions to see my cock slipping back and forth, I realized that there is no other place I would want to be.  Whispering into her ear caused her to slightly arch her butt into the air ever so slightly.  She was then perfect. 

Her ass cups my cock perfectly.  As it slid up and down, I thought of not only how much this drives me absolutely crazy, but how it must drive some of her lovers.  I cant even imagine what they must be going through to keep from pushing their cock into her ass.  Actually, I bet it makes them go a little insane, no doubt.

You ever fuck artwork before? lol  I bet when you normally think of art, you don't think of how nice it would be to fuck, do you?  Of course, there might be a few of you that do!!! Well, I think it.  ALL THE TIME now.  I feel this strong pull to get back here again, in this same position more and more, over and over.  Like it is a drug addiction but of a euphoric design. 

I ran the same thoughts through my head as I slid back and forth.  They always started with 'Oh my God...' and were very slow and drawn out, probably lasting 2 strokes each.   You can see how obsessed I am with her.  Some might even think I go to far.  But how can I go to far? There are no repercussions other then becoming more obsessed.  I don't think I am even half way there yet.  She makes it so easy to dream of her. I whispered into her ear on how I had been working on obsessing even more over her for the past 4 days.  I had been working on editing some video clips of her and decided to just keep thinking about her and what she does to me more and more. I just love being under her spell.

She continues to work out 4-5 days a week and its showing.  Her calves and thighs are turning into those of a super hero.  Maybe that's her mission in life.  To travel each city and bring alpha males to her chambers.  To let them taste her kisses, smell her perfume, feel her softness and become completely overwhelmed by her.  To let them finally become the men they were supposed to become, only through experiencing her.  By finally bringing this Goddess Superhero to many orgasms and them finally exploding their cock inside her ass are they released.

She designs it to make them believe that they are deciding the path, that they are in charge. But that's because they are intoxicated by her.  They are not thinking straight. After hours of being under her control and in her plan doing exactly as she wishes, she takes them to higher places and gives them exactly what they need to finish the mission.  You know, that would make the most sense.  Its hitting me now, smacking me in the face.  If you step back and looked at the whole picture, it's the best fit.  Especially after the looks on both of their faces that I have seen.  Her just smiling as she knows she both conquered and released this man.  And him knowing that was the most turned on and strongest orgasm he had ever experienced.

After I just exploded in her ass, I am now 100% convinced that I was under her spell and only now does it all makes sense....

I am now on my own mission to capture this Goddess Superhero on video.  I must document her powers for all to learn from and study in the future.  I can only hope that after years of thousands of hours of video that someday science will be able to use this knowledge to save planets from destruction.  It brings a tear to my eye to finally say, I love my job.

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Craigslist ad that shows my kinks...

If you’re hung, muscular/athletic/very fit/, attractive and a true gentlemen, then I might have something you might want to see, my hot wife. I will pick out a nice bra and panty set and wrap her up in them like a nice little present. She is all wrapped up for me, like a fresh bow and ribbon, just beautiful. She is very comfortable hanging out in just them. Maybe we could hang out together. I feel safe because she is wearing them, just like a bikini at the pools the girls wear, no big deal. In fact, I'll let you get close to her. Real close. She can sit right next to you. You can check her out if you want. Go ahead, look all you want. I'll even let her sit in your lap, go ahead and touch her. That’s it, run your hands all over her. Kiss her if you like. She can sit right on your lap just wearing those panties if you like, while you kiss her and caress her. She is safe, panties are still on, we are all comfortable, no harm. That’s it, enjoy her. You’re just not allowed to pull her panties off or to the side. Everything else is okay. Go ahead. mmmmmm, she is really enjoying your company, told you she was hot. Look at her move on your lap, she is really getting into you. If you want, you can lick her pussy right through the panties. That’s it, rub her good and lick her better. Go ahead and pull her panties to the side and lick her sweet pussy. Get in there, nice, she loves that. Once she cums, she will put the panties back where they belong. How as that? Oh ya, I knew you would want to see it. For being a good sport, I'll let her suck your cock nice and slow. Panties are still on, so why not, let her relax you. After that, go ahead and rub your cock on her pussy on top of her panties if you want. That’s it, take your time, all the time you want. Just keep kissing her and doing whatever feels good. She will start to lose control, it’s okay. Now, I did tell her, that if for some reason, that she cannot control herself, that if she just must, she and only she, can pull those panties to the side and rub your cock on her bare pussy. But she won’t. I'm sure of it. But you're welcome to kiss her and rub your cock on her panties and make her pussy get as wet as you like. I know she won’t. Can you make her? I don't think you can. Can you make her pull them to the side and make her cum on the first stroke without cumming yourself so you can save it for a nice fuck session? No way. Can you make her pull her panties off because she wants to fuck without them in the way? I don't think so. You show me you can do that, and then I’ll believe.