Tuesday, November 30, 2010

First guest writer is a unicorn..

as in she is the very woman this blog is all about.  These are her thoughts:

Ok, so here’s a little of my thought process when I find out there will be a possible encounter. Let’s fast forward a bit, past the verification that a possibility is real, past the pic trading, and past the phone call he has to have with hubby before the dinner or drinks meeting. Let’s go straight to the day of the first meeting. Once I wake up and realize what is going to happen tonight, my thoughts start a kind of “feeding frenzy” you could say. I will use the encounter I had a couple of weeks ago with not just a guy, but a fireman! Now you should know I have a very special place in me for the gorgeous men in uniform. This one was going to be the first fireman. I woke up that morning and immediately remembered that we were meeting him that night. Right then I got a full body tingle that started at my pussy. As I started to wonder how the night might go, I could feel myself getting wet. Boy was I in for a rough day as those thoughts spiraled out of control all day long! Now I love my hubby, but when I am getting ready for some strange cock, it’s different. You don’t get ready like you would get ready for a first date. For me, it’s like all the steps I take when I’m getting ready to go out with my guy, but each of those steps has more steps. It’s just, well, different. Every single step makes me tingle and shake because of who I am now getting ready for. This “stranger” must have the best of me. If he doesn’t get the best, I won’t feel like I have conquered him once it’s over and we are lying there in a mess of sweat and sheets. These types of thoughts go on all day. One after the other, each one starting where the one before left off and sometimes overlapping. I wonder what his kiss will taste like. Will he kiss like hubby? Or maybe like one of my previous lovers? What will I do when those lips first touch me “down there”? I already know I will go crazy. So as I’m showering I take a little extra care to make sure I am nothing but clean everywhere. It’s only the best for this guy tonight. He will get all of me. I will be his. Yes, hubby will be in the shadows, watching me as I take him in. I won’t always realize he is still there though. I will be living out the fantasy that has been in my head this whole day. The one of him and me taking each other to the ultimate heights of pure ecstasy and pleasure. After a long day of such agonizing thoughts, I met this stranger, this fireman for the first time. He was everything and more than I thought he would be. After all, I had only photos and instant chat to go on. He was this intense gentleman and what took me by surprise initially was how much he was a gentleman like my hubby. He was still different though. He was different because he was not my husband. It was different also because I knew I would be fucking him later and that hubby would only be watching. I sat at that table in the restaurant for what seemed like eternity listening to him. Even though it was only surface talk, I could hear it in his voice that he wanted to fuck me as well. I sat there wondering what it would feel like when his cock would first penetrate me and what it would be like when I had that cock as far down my throat as I could take it. Yes, those were my thoughts of that day and evening and until all that thinking and wanting finally became a reality later that night. My body became an absolute flood of emotions as he fucked me that night. All the things that went through my head that day happened along with so much more. These are just some of my thoughts from that encounter. Each time is different. I will have more to tell all of you later.

Here is a pic of later that night:
I am a lucky man.

Sunday, November 28, 2010

A story I told my Hotwife while we fucked one night, she came on the first stroke...

Bar none, my favorite was and is still today, is to tell stories when we are fucking. Its the hottest thing for me and I was directly talking to the slut in her and she loved and still loves it.  One of my favorite and what made her cum on the very first stroke (no kidding) was a story of how she was at a bar with her hot college or even high school friends on her way after to see me. She and I were just going together.  She wasn’t even old enough to drink, but her and her friends just needed to take a break from school and needed a night out. They had a great time, telling stories and getting a light buzz as they checked out guys in the bar. They were all wearing either tight jeans or slightly provocative clothing, and even her friends looked pretty hot to her as she drank a little more.

But the weather got bad outside as it started to snow. She called me and told me that the temperature outside had dropped to way below freezing. The pass was snowed in and that she needed to stay the night somewhere. I called a friend and he agreed to pick her up and let her stay the night at his house. He was a good friend back from high school that we both knew.  He was a track star actually, in college now, training every day. I told her she would be safe with him, to get warm and I’ll see her in the morning. 

She made it to his house and was very cold and wet, shivering badly. Our friend offered some dry clothes or she can just hop in bed in the spare room and get warm that way. She took off her clothes and jumped into bed with just her panties on. He said good night and went to bed in the other room. But she could not get warm as the house was so cold. Finally, after an hour, she was just freezing and she quickly ran to his room, knocked and said in a shivering voice, is there any way that she can lay in his bed with him so she can get warm again? He said of course.

At this point I got very close to my hotwife and made her part of the story. I described her in that bed carefully, how she only wanted to get warm and was still freezing, but how she noticed as he pressed against her that he was not wearing anything at all. She was slightly alarmed at first, but she was finally getting warm and she knew she had her panties on and that everything is safe as long as those stay on.

He cuddled close to help her get warm and ran his muscular arms over her to heat her up. After time they both found different ways to press against each other to really make the most of the transferring of the heat between the two of them. After time, she started to feel safer with him as he never tried a thing. He did get hard and his cock was huge, but it was okay and not alarming as her panties here still on and she knew that it was just natural for a guy like this to be hard all the time. He must have had so much testosterone in him, he probably was hard more often then he wasn’t.

After a while, she was still cold and found told him so and he suggested that she climb on top. She was hesitant at first but he said it just as a suggestion and her panties were still on and he never tried anything so she finally did after sliding around next to him. She thought of me and how this might look like cheating if I was to walk in. But she remembered I had said to get warm. She also remembered that I was the one that suggested to stay the night with our track star friend and that we both liked him and felt so comfortable with him.

So she climbed on top and at that same time in the story I had my hotwife slide on top of me and let my hard cock press between us, just like what was happening in the story.  I described the uneasy feeling that she felt at first.  How she really just wanted to get warm, but that feelings were conflicted in her with thoughts of being safe, not cheating, staying warm, and how I said it was okay to be there and even suggested it.  It was a struggle, but the struggle was occurring as they both continued to slide against each other and to run their hands on each other bodies, all in an attempt to get warm of course.  He was running his hands all over her back and several times didn’t even think twice about running down her ass cheeks with his hands and it just became natural to do so each time his hands ran down her body. 

They both changed positions of their legs, her legs wide around his, finally his wide around hers. They were both starting to get a little worked up but neither said a word to each other, both just happy to finally be getting warm.  Finally, with what seemed like ages, on the next movement of her putting her legs together, his cock found its way between hers and nestled in tight next to her pussy that was thinly covered by those panties.  Neither hesitated other than to stay in this position, both feeling it was the warmest position so far out of all of them. 

They must have stayed like this for over an hour. Neither moved much, but, both were always just slightly moving a little.  They both were on the edge of sleep or at least wanted the other to believe so.  All movements were continual as they were slight, but they never stopped moving.  At this point, due to all the pre-cum and wetness from her pussy, movements were becoming very slippery.  Everything just slid so naturally together. 

He finally spoke.  He said don’t worry, you are safe with me.  We won’t do anything other than get warm and of course anything that your boyfriend would be unhappy with.  Told her that she can relax, that her panties are still on and nothing can happen as long as those are on.  That she can truly just let go and might as well enjoy herself as it’s a cold night and there is no sense in being miserable.  He started to whisper into her ear and said to just relax and do what every feels natural and ok for her body to do.  To enjoy how it feels, so hard up against her like that.  How it seems so wet and tingly.  How they might as well just be honest with each other and really make this night enjoyable.  Frankly, they could do what they are doing right now all night long and everyone is okay with it.  Nothing is wrong with it.  Its completely safe.  This just goes on and on, just as it was going on with my hotwife as she slipped up and down with her soaking wet panties going up and down the shaft of my cock.

Finally, after whispering and talking to her on just enjoying this night, he said, you know, you could slip those panties off.  I am not saying to do anything other than that, we just keep doing the same thing we are doing right now, but the panties are starting to chaff and we don’t want to show up anywhere tomorrow without any unnecessary redness do we?  They kept just doing what they were as those words sunk into her as it made her uneasy but at the same time he still had not tried anything and he was telling the truth about the redness.  That would look bad tomorrow for sure.  They were both completely shaven as she had planned to be with me that night and wanted to impress so she thought why not, it would slip better if the those silly panties were not in the way.  We are adults here.  I mean we both know the panties are not the reason we have not done anything.  It’s our self control.  With the panties gone, the self control is still there.  After thinking it through in less than a minute, she slipped them off.  She eagerly returned his cock back to its rightful place between her legs and up against her pussy.  In order to test the new slip resistance of course, to see if things were better now.  They both rolled their eyes back just slightly as his cock made it back to its newly found and claimed home from before.  They both just settled in to sliding slowly like they were before to prove nothing had changed with the panties now missing. 

He spoke again, reassuring her that there is nothing to be worried about.  Technically, no one is cheating on anyone unless it was to go inside.  All the way.  I mean, even as it’s sliding on the front, if by chance the tip was to slip in, it’s nothing to worry about, and it doesn’t count.  So just relax. We can do this all night long, just like this.  Why not enjoy it all night.  We aren’t cheating, no one’s getting hurt.  Just staying warm and enjoying each other’s company.  So this continued for quite a while. So often he would say how they should just do this all night long.  Even after another hour, the sliding up and down just continued.  He kept mentioning how it wasn’t cheating and how they should take advantage of everything they can as long as they don’t put it in all the way.  He started to pull his legs up a little and withdrew his hips a little so his cock was pointed more straight out and she started to slide her pussy entrance over the hard tip of his cock as it passed back and forth.  Thoughts ran through her head of how it’s not cheating unless it went all the way in.  As she passed over the tip each time, she bucked down just a little each time so the tip could ‘almost’ slide in each time.

They both didn't know how long this lasted.  Both didn't know how many hundreds of passes her pussy made over the tip of his cock.  Or if the tip really did go in. Or if it went over a quarter of the way in.  Or if it even went half way in.  They both just know that time was starting to stretch.  That he actually had to pull his hip in quite a bit because it felt like to him that she was trying to let his cock in all the way.  Even after he pulled the tip away, it still seemed like she was chasing it with her pussy.  A couple times he made an excuse to have to change positions and needed to slide up or down in the bed, both those times he didn’t fight the need to pull out and it seemed to him that his cock went quite a ways inside.  But both times it was out just as quick.
Finally, after time could stretch no further from the immense pleasure, he started to say it really just matters if it goes all way in, not like his –as he want halfway, but like this- as he showed her by example by burying all of this thick cock fully inside of her.  He pulled out and went back to showing her the difference, between half ways and full.  Pausing each time to make sure she felt the difference, carefully pulling her down on him as she continued to explode in orgasm after orgasm.

Try it with your soon to be hotwife sometime and witness her caving into a friend of yours cock, first hand.   Have fun!!!

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Alpha male Craigslist ad we ran for a while

a rare stallion, alpha, experienced gentlemen, accomplished, confident - mw4m
you are good looking, extremely fit, and race has nothing to do with this

Your time is extremely valuable. You almost never scan the Craigslist casual encounters area but had 5 min to spare and decided to see if anything peaked your interest. I know your time is valuable because you are a text or phone call away from a woman's voice that would drop what she is doing right then and come to you. You know this because you do it occasionally, with this woman and several others, and they all tell you to please call them as they would see you as much as you would allow them. You are very good at what you do to women. Not only do you have a very large cock, but you know the effect it has on a woman when your skills are unleashed on a woman that makes you very hard. You truly enjoy watching them experience you. You love to watch them lose themselves in the pleasure you are bringing them and taking them to new heights. I could go on and on, but you already know, I am just trying to find you. I have witnessed a man like you. Whether you are called an Alpha, or have no title, but just a smile that you know what you are capable of. Confidence is not even discussed as there is no need. There is not even room for arrogance, just knowing. You know that if I was to let you meet my woman, that if you decided that she was worth your energy, that I did not disappoint in my description of her, that she looked even better in person then the hot photos I showed you, that she would not remember yesterday when it was all said and done. That she would only remember the things you made her feel. And then you would know that she is another text or phone call away from being in front of you shortly, wearing something provocative, lightly tanned, hair, makeup, and perfume just the way you like it, all in an effort to make you desire her, her wishing deeply that you would please plunge your cock into her over and over again, like you have before. She will be hooked on you, can not get enough of you. You know you could make her do anything you desire.

It would be my honor to meet you and be an acquaintance of yours if you are what we are looking for. We never play alone, but your time with her is your time, I am only there to witness her being taken to new places. I will film it in detail of course, as once I get the film home to watch over and over all the little things I missed that tell me that she loves me very much, but right now, this gentlemen has what I need, right now. Discretion is of the up most importance, we don't even need to know real names, we have no interest in any non sense of anyones identity coming back to them in any way, including our own. We are in no rush, this is not something that will happen soon, I must feel comfortable with you first or she will not feel comfortable with you. If I am convinced you are what we are looking for, then she would love to meet you. The biggest problem we both face right now is trust. I think you are not the guy we are looking for but just want a shot with her. Sorry, we are extremely picky. I have described the gentlemen we are looking for very carefully and at the same time I must want to see you with her and she will have to be attracted to you. We will need both of those things to be true. If you really are the guy I have described above, and we reply that we are not interested at this time, then you most likely will just smile knowing she is missing out and never give us another thought. The other half of the trust issue is that you don't believe she exists, or is not as hot as I have made her out to be. Very valid obstacles we face as im sure you have run into this before. We can chat about this via email or even on the phone to resolve this issue and present possible solutions.

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Interesting, Interesting, Interesting....

I am in 'thought' mode if you cant tell by the title.  She was with a gentlemen last Friday, a new guy, a fireman actually. I loved it.  He has a way with her.  She really responded to him.  I know that she has a new outlook on things and that is causing a rippling effect through everything, including her with a new guy and really responding.  But I really liked how he was with her.  I mean really liked it. He is much older then her and even older then me.  He old-schooled her, lol, as in really took his time.  A man after my own heart when it comes to her!  She deserves it.

Now sometimes she doesn't want or need that, but every time is going to be different.  This time really stood out as different.  I came twice just watching them.  No kidding.

For now, I am still working things over in my head on that night.  I watched a small clip last night when she was out exercising.  I made it to where they were kissing and he finally ran his hands over her body and then finally her pussy.  Which was extremely wet by then.  When I saw her two hands grab the back of his head and pull him in for a more passionate kiss as his fingers slipped inside her, that was when I shot off.

Nice dude,  your the man. Would love it if would make her yours again, soon.

Oh, and did I mention that the condom accidentally slipped off sometime during some serious cowgirl action.  They noticed it after about 15 minutes of fast and furious hip rolling. He pulled her down and got on top and started to slide in and out when she noticed the condom was missing.  So, I started pouring pre-cum out as soon as I realized he had been fucking her bareback for who knows how long.  There was a pause in the action as we all gathered ourselves up.  They went back at it and he put a condom back on.  But before long, I had a request as I saw the condom was starting to interrupt the smooth flow of sex between them.

Never thought I would say these words, but I said them with my cock straining to rip my jeans and get back to as hard as it was when I first realized he had been in her previously without a condom.  "I have a request... why don't you just take the condom off and fuck her bareback?  I mean, you already were bareback in her, what difference does it make now?  You already had a vasectomy, so whats the big deal at this point?"....

Since that moment, I have been different and more pre-cum has leaked out then ever before.  Even now as I type this.  He claimed her.  He took her in a way different then the others.  And she responded as such.  And I came twice in my pants while watching......

I need to see it again.  I need to bring her to him.  I need to feel them react once again to being able to fuck skin on skin with nothing in between them.

I have much more to say and to think about this night, that is just a tidbit to keep things up to date at least a little.  We are probably getting back with him in about a week.  Good stuff.

Friday, November 19, 2010

“Tell her to slut it up till I get back, hopefully in January”

“Tell her to slut it up till I get back, hopefully in January” her favorite stud texted to me about a month ago.
Deep, underneath the surface of her day to day life, she is pulled to him. 

She is so sweet.  I love her sweet smiles she gives me.  But she can’t help it.  She must obey.  This is hitting her on a level that she doesn’t understand and certainly can’t tell me about.  It’s just not accessible to her right now to talk about.  She must not only obey, she has no choice, she has already given herself over to him.  She will learn more about this connection as she goes. On this level that she is not in control of and barely has access to, powerful things are stirring underneath.  At this level, she is a moth to the light, can’t be distracted from completing her mission.  She is only aware of this mission slightly.  I don’t think the moth even knows exactly what is going on other then it must continue and do everything it can to move forward. 

He sent that line up above in a text to me and I relayed it on to her.  She didn’t hear it from him, she didn’t read it from his email or instant message, she got it from me, it was passed through me.  Why is that significant?  It was meant to be fun, to remind her of him, to put a smile on her face and of course to let her know that he might be coming in January.  Right?  It is as simple as that, right?  Just good ole fun and she will admit the same.  She will even argue with you that was all it was, I am sure of it.  Soon though, she will change the subject, as it just doesn’t merit discussing any more.   But to see how he can reach her even through a message that I hand to her, that is whole new level.

I very much feel cuckolded by this and absolutely love it.  No, much more then that, I am reaching new sexual highs because of his power over her.  For me, cuckolding is being a helpless-watching-secondary-male to his woman, this woman who becomes all powerful when she is with her Alpha.  I say helpless because once it starts, there is nothing I can do, I am held in place by needing to watch what is happening before me.  Needing to watch her feel pleasure this high that I cannot give her.  It’s this helplessness that makes my cock so fucking rock hard as I become a servant to both of them just so I can continue to watch them.  I don’t want it to stop. I want her pleasure to keep going higher and I want him to be pleased with her.

Like a mentor patting me on my shoulder with the comment- ‘She is a hot little fuck, you did well’.  I am glad you liked fucking her Sir; it was my absolute privilege to be able to witness it, thank you.  If there is anything I can do to help you two continue to meet up every time you come to town, please, let me know and will try my best to make it happen.

yes, that is her and yes, that is him

Whoa, got sidetracked again thinking about her pushing me to the side a little so the big cock in the room could get at her pussy at a better angle.  Sorry honey, but could you move over a little so he can get it all in?  He hit bottom but still has 3 inches to go so I need to keep looking for a position that he can pound me hard in as I just really want to feel his rock hard abs up against my clit. He is too far away now.  It hurts me to go any deeper, but by the look on his face I can tell that he needs to get it all in so I am in training sort of.  Thanks honey. And I know you want to get it all on film so go get the camera and come get this on film as he just got another inch in. Hurry as I am cumming AGAIN!  lol. 

 Back to her changing the subject, lol.  The real reason she would rather talk about something else is because the more she would try and defend that it was not anything more, the more the tingles down there would grow and grow until she would let slip a small smile from it all.  That fact is, she is obeying her lover in everything.  And it is so hot to see.  Ever since that comment, she decided to resolve several things that she was thinking about I getting involved more in the hotwife lifestyle.  The outcome of all that thinking was to obey him and start ‘slutting it up’ for him.  While that language may very whorish to some, it conveys very quickly to her what he wants to convey - ‘Start fucking and don’t stop as I want to experience you turning from the sweet innocent lady I first met to a very trainable cock starving slut that will then deserve my attention if I return.’   I think she wants to be more experienced before he arrives, for him.  So when he does arrive, she can return that experience back to him to show him that she listens.  That she will do anything for him, to please him, to show him that she will learn to please him in the ways that he needs.

I think it’s going to be a wild ride till he shows up again and again.  May even meet another Alpha that she might connect with, we both can only hope.  I am leaking pre-cum as I think about all of this.  She said last night that she just loves cock inside her and wanted to know how I felt about that.  Oh fuck, I love it when she is thinking like that. Oh how I love to see her in pleasure.  The more she lets go, the more turned on I get, the more I want to keep that going for the both of us.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Hotwife and her latest stud, 2 completely different great nights, the preface

In her sparkling eyes of curiosity, I see her wondering if she will be attracted to him while she applies a little make up and fixes her hair.  I know I see this.  But I wonder about other things.  I wonder just how much she thinks about a new potential hot stud while she gets ready.  Does she think of where his cock might be sliding as she strokes the razor blade over part of her pussy lips to get it smooth?  I mean, does she just go through the motions of getting ready? Or does she think of him a little bit, here and there, but not enough to evoke a tingling at her clit?  Or is she fully trying to hide the excitement from me as she gets ready?  I don't actually watch her as she gets ready, I just happen to walk by the bathroom every once in a while and see her.  Now, I know I have seen a little more skip in her step when she was meeting her 'favorite' for the second time.  I know I caught her smiling on more then one occasion as she applied lipstick and curled her hair.  She knows what is going to happen once he gets close to her. So she is way out ahead with anticipation, literally licking her chops, lol. 

She asks me what I think she should wear each time we are about to get ready.  She listens to my advice and then pics one that makes her the most comfortable, which is exactly what she should do.  She has gone through a pretty massive wardrobe change with likes and dislikes lately.  But it narrows down to either some scrumptious tight jeans that give her some booty pop and invoke some animal instincts in every man that sees her.  Or a very light dress that creates tantalizing images of what is below with unbelievable access while also creating an image of a sweet innocent lady at work here..

I have discovered a couple of things about both of these and how they are both winners.  Both create a completely different image of her.  I think that each new stud requires a little forethought of how to approach him with one of these images.  I mean, lets be honest, she needs to feel comfortable, yes.  But, if she chooses the one that evokes that particular man, pulls him out of his norm, forces him to react more instinctively and less in control- then we are all in for one hell of a night.  It comes down to what he is used to, what his past has taught him to like or dislike.  But I think the most influential thing to think of is what has he not had.  What was his last girlfriend or wife NOT wearing on a regular basis.  Because he wants what he could not have when he was with her.  Get it?  If he was with her for many months and she never wore a dress, then he always turned his head to look at the hottie that just walked by in the flimsy almost falling off dress that just gracefully hugged her ass cheeks as she swayed while passing.  He cant help himself.  He knows what a girl in jeans is like, at least he thinks she will be similar in certain ways.  So, if she always wore jeans and my hotwife flows through the room wearing something he has only dreamed of, well, you know.  I am not saying this is the only thing to consider, I am saying that this might just be something that is extremely powerful that people might NOT be considering.  You want proof that a guy wants what he can't have?  Three words.  School. Girl. Outfit.  Think it through and you will get your proof.

I would say I was a fan of the dresses much more until lately.  After seeing her in those Miss Me jeans, I have to say, they do grab your attention.  She should wear this if the guy is used to a more uptight ex girlfriend.  One that didn't put out or was prissy or prudish.  She will demand his attention with these.  These are dreamy, no kidding.  If she strategically made sure he could get a good view of her in those before he could put his hands on her, he would have to have her.  Gives her a powerful sexy presence and shows she is not afraid to be aggressive.  The dress on the other hand, plays to the imagination while just giving enough to force even more imagination.  The best part of a dress is while the imagination is rolling, it will soon run across the idea of how accessible she really is in a dress.  That will cause a whole lot of additional thoughts to run rampant in every good way there is.  The dress implies sweetness, a lady.  Gives a guy a target of a lady and not an easy one.  I mean, its hard to bed a lady, isn't it?  A guy thinks he is going to have give her extra attention to get that dress off of her.  She will love that.  He might just take his time really impressing her, which is always good.  But once it starts rolling, look out, my favorite part of a dress is that she can leave it on at the start of moving on to other things.  Straighter to the point, I would love to see her getting fucked with the dress still on.  As in, they could not wait, he had to plunge his cock in her now, didn't have time to get the dress off, just a few strokes at least.lol.  If you haven't caught on by now, I live on seeing her lose control.  Seeing her let it all go as she gets what she needs.  mmmmmm....

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Many things going on, which means I have lots to write about

Will fill in more here shortly, but to give you an idea, we are headed back to the guys hotel that we met with on Tues night.  We are going just for her to give him a blow job, or two, lol.  She had a blast on tuesday, but now her Aunt Flow showed up.  She wants to feel his cock in her mouth so bad that she wants to go back before he heads out of town.  She is on a roll and it is making me so worked up I am about to stutter while trying to write this.

Monday, November 1, 2010

Met two potentials, one could not make it, but still a good weekend

The guy we met Friday night didn't quite do it for her enough to get together after dinner, but she has had a couple days to think about it and she said she might want to get with him on Tuesday night.  They were chatting on Yahoo IM last night, they were teasing each other back and forth. He looked to be very in shape, would be great to watch.

Then we met a guy for lunch on Sat and it went very well. He was a little older and has a big cock.  He is also experienced.  That's a powerful combo that got her worked up.  She said we are making plans with him for sure, right after we get back from vacation, possibly around Thanksgiving. I had fantasies of him and her for the rest of the weekend.  An experienced gentlemen with a big cock that knows what he is doing will take her to many orgasms and will be a blast to watch and film.  I hope he shows me how it is done.

Her second black guy just didn't work out.  She had second thoughts.  I will describe the first encounter here shortly.  It was very hot at some points, but at others she was feeling that it would not be over soon enough.  So for her to even consider another black man, I knew it was a big deal.  He is a perfect candidate, I knew him from the past and he and I have talked very extensively.  But she had too much time to think about it, she said so her self.  The thoughts of the first encounter were still too strong and she had to call it off.  He was very gracious and said no problem.  He said he might just travel through town sometime and go out for drink and hang out with us and let her become more comfortable.  Smart guy.

So I am still extremely worked up. It has been 4 months since she has hooked up.  She said it has been too long and wants to change that.  This weekend opened up the opportunity for 2 gentlemen.  We also had another big change around here.  I have been the one in charge of our accounts on swinger sites and adult hook up sites.  I have always been working on setting something up and also keeping the riff raff away from her.  But it failed in one area very much.  That is, it did nothing to keep her on simmer.  I was the one going over the profiles, no her.  So when I had shown her someone of interest, she was only so so about him.  But now, even as she just looks though profiles and the men that are interested in her, she gets the great benefit of staying on simmer all day long.  When she finally does find someone that interests her, she will be ready to go in a big way.  I thought she may get harassed too much, but I am thinking she is a big girl, she can take care of herself.  I read that another couple is doing it this way, even though they are not a cuckold couple, still a hotwife lifestyle, and I think it is a good fit for us.  I still get final veto if I don't like the guy which keeps it from going the true cuckold route.  I think it will be great.